Songs I would definitely recommend for soothing the soul...

When it comes to music, I have a lot of favourites in a long list. Most of the time I love ballads because they embed deep into my heart.

Songs that I love to listen to and they will always be there to sooth my soul..

Utada Hikaru - BLUE


Utada Hikaru - ULTRA BLUE - WINGS





Utada Hikaru - Goodbye happiness



Hikaru Utada - Show Me Love (Not a Dream)



The Gazette - Cassis



Although these few songs are just a few I found along the way, they sound really really good, and when did Vocaloid invaded my brains??

Vocaloid (Gakupo, Len & Kaito) - Trick and Treat



Setsugetsuka - VOCALOID Gakupo Kaito Kagimine Len



Vocaloid - KAITO KOKORO KISEKI KAITO MEIKO



The Demon and the Maiden_[Vocaloid - Kaito]



Rin - Murasaki no Yukari



And although I don't really listen to Chinese music, but here goes nothing! I found this one nice in particular..

Fahrenheit - 07 [Fahrenheit] Two-Sided Fahrenheit - Xin Li You Shu.MP3



Anymore?

C2Age-FIVE, somewhere in Tropicana City

It's the 21st and 22nd of May and it's been a while since I attended small public events like these. Although small, but the event was great with people and it's what's best about events like these. People will learn about what cosplay is all about besides the money draining and prop making till past midnight. Like always, it takes a lot of effort for cosplayers to bring out the best of their efforts on characters they love the most. And like always, I love Rinoa to death... Hahaha!

So during the event itself, there's always the Solo Cosplay competition, and the booths for manga people to sell stuff from drawings to figurines, badges from all animes, and hats! I wanted the Okami hat, but they ran out of those before I could find the booth T__T I've always wanted one of those... There's also the checkers competition, and I miss that game so much. They used to have it as part of the event some years back.

So through the game, meeting loads of friends, and people coming after me for the character I am. The moment I hear my character being called by it's name. Awww... I feel cloud nine at my feet. For once they don't get mistaken like Yuna and Len from FFX-2. They always called me Yuna when I'm Len... Ah well, happy happy!

The checkers competition and me on stage for the Solo competition... Ehehehe...


Being with Yuna.. And myself.
I even tried to see if people can recognize me in Dead Fantasy.. Efefefe... Just no weapons though atm..
Everyone seems to love the Rinoa I am in. Awww... I feel loved..


I want to share my love with you...


Goofing off with some friends. It's the best ^ ^


And back to Rinoa mode.. from Dead Fantasy. Rinoa, where are your weapons??



Is it my turn yet??


And during the competition, we pose!


Feel my love!! Because I love you..

A poem to the man I love the most...

This is indeed a poem that I write at times when I'm full of emotions and stuff. When I was listening to Utada Hikaru's 'On and on', the song drove an emotion into my heart, how I really really miss love so much. It's a song that made me realize how much he has gotten into my heart.

Although he is away, and when I saw how he really mean that he loves me so much, I really really miss him so much. Although lonely, but this time for sure, I want to share my entire life with him until he comes back... Is this what you really really call love?

I believe so, after so much heart break and such. I love you sweet heart. I hope you are alright and I miss you very very much.. This is for you.

Akinishi Jin - Eternal

A touch of a distance..

Your voice that whispers into my ears every time,
My heart fills the empty space with you,
Although distance tears us apart,
Will a dream come true and bring us close?

Filling my days without you feels like it's not enough,
I can't betray my heart, because it is you inside,
Those feelings recite in my mind of you only,
I can't close the book of you and turn away.

However complicated you and I are,
You are who you are that made me keep you close in my heart,
I am how I am, as how I have become yours,
It is now as what you are outside that shell everyone sees...

I am wishing of a time, from an unforgotten dream,
Beneath the eye of the night in our secret garden,
It would only be us, fantasy and magic weaving beauty,
For us only to know and remember, always...

These words are true meant with every breath,
It is a lover's pledge, a future that I would want to share with you,
My heart yearns to be filled with your love as always,
For you are the air that that keeps me alive...

Let it be a time when we both look into the sky,
You and I will never forget the times we've been together,
Where ever we are, how I wish to see you and hold your hand,
Let it be now that my wings will take me to you.

You are the love of my life...

Spontania feat Azu - Onaji Sora Mistumeteru Anata Ni

僅か間隔。

私の耳に必ずささやくあなたの声、
私の中心間隔が私達を離れて引き裂くが、
空スペースを夢は
あなたで来、本当連れて来る近い私達を満たすか。

あなたなしの私の日を満たすことはそれのようにあなたの私の心だけで
それが中であるのでではない十分、私私の中心を裏切るには
ことができない、それらの感じ暗誦する感じる、
私はあなたの本を閉め、回ることができない。

複雑あなたおよび私があるどんなに、
である殻から取り出す何外側が皆…見ると私があなたのに
いかになったか私にたくわえを私の中心で近くさせられて、私
、それ今ある私がいかにあるか同様にであることであるかだれである

私はである、ただ知り、覚えるために私達の秘密庭
、それの夜の目の下で、覚えられている
夢の時間の希望ただである私達、想像
およびマジック編む美、なぜなら私達常に…

あらゆる呼吸と意味されるこれらの単語は本当それ
である恋人の帖当、私があなたと共有したいと思う未来私の
中心常にとしてあなたの愛で満ちていることを慕うである
なぜならその私を生きた…保つ空気である

私がいかに会い、あなたの手を握りたいか私達が、
許可するそれをあるあるところで、私逹が空検討する
ときそれ割り当てられる時が、あれば私の翼があなたに私を連れて行く
ので私は決して私達によってが一緒にあった時を忘れていない。

である私の生命の愛…

Happy Mother's Day!!

It is indeed Mother's Day on the way, and my mommy is having the night. Although we brats (my two siblings) only writes a card and sticks it to the wall, hoping that she will find it and smile... I've been a bad kid..

I would also like to wish to all mothers a Happy Mother's Day, be it old and young, every mothers deserves the love from everyone...

Crystal Kay feat Akanishi Jin - Helpless Night


Utada Hikaru - Flavour of Life

This is something for every mothers, old and young, all the women in the world. Happy Mother's Day!