It's been 20 days and now I'm like a celebrity... LOL!

The many people who have seen me, added me on my homepage to be friends. It's nice to know new people and being friends with people who are in the same cosplay interest as me. And they think that I am a lot younger than them. LOL!! I'm not going to fool you but I am really really older than you guys!

Work is pleasantly smooth, gotten another freelance request.. and that means more money. Nyehehe... I've been having a good time with some new friends, scouting out for more materials I need.. It was never the end of a good moment when you are out with people you love to hang out the most. I get juniors asking me for help and I'm always glad to help them in anyway of advise I can over their projects, regular customers coming back for more in the place I work. (Oh yea, I'm working in a restaurant, and it's really really fun to be on the floor and getting to know people ^ ^) And also not to mention people who wanted to get more closer to me.. somehow. LOL! I'm so shy when it comes to these few things happening to me. It makes me happy, and no.. I'm not a celebrity > < Why would I be?

My love life... I can say although we are far apart and chatting was the only way we could be together, it was a little difficult when you want to have physical presence more than anything.. I definitely would want that when the time comes. How I actually know him would mean everyone giving me worried looks, awkward glances, and a 'Hey! You should know that you shouldn't have. Are you crazy??' Why? Because my current man is from the internet... Indeed, it is possible that the person on the other side of the computer may be someone old or ugly... And old fart?? But somehow, he has been really honest in words... so I still want to make sure that he is what he really who I really think he is... I sound confusing...

Farewell to the longing unrequited love I still have for someone.. who now has a girlfriend. I have always liked him, but.. If we never did happen I don't think I will ever get myself back up again. We used to fill each others life with love we never had and lost.. But since I was the first to step out, I somehow did regret a bit since he is now with a girl.. I wonder what he thinks though? I see him, and I do feel that that love he used to have for me no longer brims in his heart. Ah well, now that I am with someone who is far away, no doubt... I still feel loved as I come to know how he really really feels for me whenever we come online.. I feel so bad for making him worry when I was really really upset with him. So sorry, my darling > <

So now, let us move on while I try to finish that costume by mid December and please, please... Let my life be easier.. I wanna sleep~

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It was a nice and sad birthday all together... Why??!

It was my birthday yesterday, the 4th November and my entire page was filled with 60 birthday wishes from all my friends from Cosplayers to college friends. Wow! This is the first time I'm actually getting these many birthday wishes from people I know and care about. Thanks guys! Although I didn't brag to people and normally I don't celebrate my birthday (Because I never did since no one does that for me besides my sis.. Sad T^T) so ah well. But it was the best birthday wish ever I've ever gotten ^ ^

But of all the people who is the most important to me who didn't at all wish me and forgotten about my birthday is my so called boyfriend. The hell....?? He's been so busy he literally forgot about my birthday, and being happy with someone else on the other end of the globe. However, I suppose it isn't going to last long.. I'm at the end of my wits now anyway to move on.. Sad, and some of my friends are kinda angry about it too. LOL!

But the saddest of all was two of the people I've known has left this world. I feel kind of sad and sorry for them. My friend's mom passed away peacefully, so did my uncle this morning when he was in his usual morning routines. I pray that their soul would be at peace, and to the people most important and close to me, please be happy always.. People will come and go, so we need to know when and how to say goodbye.. And I offer you my condolences...

However, it's a short birthday wish but yeah, I'm happy and this is the happiest birthday I've ever gotten in the entire 24 years of my life. Thanks guys!